Dreams Turned To Taciturn Reflections

An associate wrote this to me
“you need a muse and inspiration will follow and bloom”

I thought I had one but she became camera shy.
The creative part cries out in silence but yet some can hear it.
Frustrating as I want to feed it and therefore not let it die within.
I do not want yet another corpse held down by remorse within me.
I feed it what I can and promise that every day I awake I will bring it something even if just a taste.
I feel I cannot even give away my images for those that do not want me to even have their number/email.
How can I give away a part of me to someone that does not even trust me?
My art is a child of my soul!
How can I cast them/it into hand too cold to hold another person’s art with any value but free?
Thank you for all the kind words, Kim.
I can be intense or so it seems but when I am quiet ‘they’ ask why but when I speak they do not listen.
So that is why I cry in silence and my dreams turn to taciturn reflections off a broken mirror.
RastaRican
Ellenville Freelance Photographer

Human Parasites

HUMANS WHAT ELSE CAN YOU SAY…… SO MUCH TO OFFER BUT BECOME CONSUMED IN A DAZE IN THEIR PARASITIC WAYS….COVERED BY A MASK OF WHAT THEY PRETEND TO BE …….

ALWAYS HATING ON THE NEXT JUST BECAUSE THEY CAN’T FIND THEIR PLACE IN THEIR OWN CONFUSION …. SO THEY CREATE A GAME TO SAVE FACE……..

WALLOWING IN HUMILIATION OF THEIR ON DISMAY NOT ACCEPTING THEIR OWN MISERY BLAMING YOU LIKE ITS YOUR FAULT AND YOU TOOK PART……SO THEY TRY TO ATTACK YOUR WORLD………BUT WHEN STRONG ENOUGH THEY WILL FELL……

JUST LIKE THE MOSQUITOES THAT TRY AND DRAIN YOU DRY …….IF YOU NOT CAREFUL THEY BRING CHAOS INTO YOUR LIFE……….

SO AS THE STORY GOES AND TOLD SO MANY TIMES BEFORE WE HAVE TO LEARN EVERYONE IS NOT OUR FRIEND IN THIS REALM SO DON’T EVEN PRETEND THAT THEY CAN TRULY BE A FRIEND…

SO TAKE THE HEED THAT BE OF THE SEEKERS TRYING TO DESTROY YOUR SPACE…… YOU HAVE TO WALK AWAY AND LET THEM SUFFER ALONE …………….AND PRAY THEY WILL FIND THEIR SPACE IN THEIR OWN PARASITIC WAYS….

STARLET D WILLIAMS

1/16/2012

BABY MAMA

BABY MAMA:

NOW YOU MAD CAUSE HE LET YOU GO……..SEE I’MA TELL YOU THE TRUTH IF IT’S RELATING TO YOU…….. I GET IT CAUSE I’MA WOMAN THAT HAS BEEN THERE TOO…….

SAD SO MANY MEN GET A BAD RAP CAUSE YOU GOING AROUND…. TELLING LIES CAUSING ALL KINDS OF HELL …… HOPING TO MAKE HIM LOOK BAD IN OTHER’S EYES… JUST CAUSE YOU DISPISE ………

HE PAYS HIS CHILD SUPPORT AND DO ALL OF THE EXTRA’S ….. EXCEPT’S HIS RESPONSIBILITIES …BUT YET YOU NEVER SATISFIED …SO YOU VICTIMIZE HIS RIGHT’S TO BE IN HIS CHILD’S LIFE…….

YOU MAKE IT HARD…… FOR HIM TO EXIST BUT HE REFUSES TO QUIT……. JUST CAUSE YOU STUCK ON MISERABLE … ALWAYS TRYING TO CONTROL THE SITUATION WITH YOUR VINDICTIVE WAYS…AND REALLY YOU SHOULD BE ASHAMED……..

BUT BE CAREFUL YOU NEED TO LET YOUR ANGER GO…… CAUSE THAT VERY HATE YOU IN STILL THAT PRECIOUS SOUL ….TOWARDS A FATHER CAN TURN HATE ON TO YOU AND THIS IS SOMETHING YOU DO NOT WANT TO DO………..CAN’T YOU SEE YOUR BREAKING A CHILD’S HEART NOT ALLOWING A FATHER TO TAKE PART……….

PLEASE BELIEVE WHEN I SAY THIS WITH LOVE FROM WOMAN TO WOMAN …….STOP BEING A CRAZY ASS BABY MAMA……COME ON IT’S NOT ABOUT YOU … REALLY WHO HURTS FROM WHAT YOU DO……….. IT’S THE CHILD YOU GAVE BIRTH TO…..

STOP AND BE THANKFUL YOU ARE BLESSED TO HAVE A MAN WHO WANT’S TO BE INVOLVED WITH ALL HIS HEART ……. SO STEP ASIDE AND LET THAT MAN BE A FATHER TO HIS CHILD.
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© (SDW) 3/2/12

we held an amazing conversation for three years

WE HELD AN AMAZING CONVERSATION FOR 3 YEARS BEFORE WE MET FACE TO FACE……..AND OUR SPIRITS GREW WITH FULL ADMIRATION’S WITH NO HESITATION’S ………………… THEN CAME THAT SPECIAL DAY……THERE YOU STOOD THIS TALL CHOCOLATE BROTHER WITH A HELLA STANCE AND A BEAUTIFUL SMILE…..ALL I COULD SAY IS WOW IN MY MIND…………IN A INSTANCE YOU MELTED ME WITHIN AND WE BECAME THE BEST OF FRIEND THEN THE TRUE CONNECTION BEGAN……….. OBVIOUS A MAN WITH DEEP HEART TO THE CORE OF HIS VERY BEING….ALWAYS AT ATTENTION ALWAYS ON IT TO KEEP IT 100……YOU’VE BEEN A BREATH OF FRESH AIR…..NOT ONE TO BE COMPARED BECAUSE YOU ARE A MOLD OF YOUR OWN NEVER TO CONFORM…….ONE THAT I CAN TALK TO HOUR’S ON END ON EVERY ANGLES OF LIFE… IT HAS BE A DELIGHT….. SO GIVING….SO KIND…..SO SWEET…..SO GENTLE…..SO LOVING.. AND I HAVE WATCH YOU GROW LIKE A FLOWER THAT BLOOMS AND SPROUT ITS PEDALS………..YOU ARE A BEAUTIFUL MAN INSIDE AND OUT…AND FOR THAT I APPRECIATE YOU …………. IN ALL THESE YEARS YOU HAVE NEVER FALLEN SHORT OF MY EXPECTATION ON HOW A GOD FEARING MAN SHOULD BE AND I AM BLESSED TO CALL YOU MY FRIEND TO THE END…….. AS MY LOVE AND RESPECT CONTINUES TO GROW TO SURPASS IT’S EXISTENCE INTO OUR SOUL ….. THESE BONDED SPIRITS CAN NEVER BE BROKEN AND BROTHER I A’INT JOKING STARLET WILLIAMS *************I GOT NOTHING BUT LOVE FOR YA PICKLE***************

Soak with the tempest of desires

SOAKED WITH THE TEMPEST OF DESIRES……AS YOU HOLD ME TIGHT AS IF YOU WILL NEVER LET GO……

YOU STROKE MAY BODY WITH THE UP MOST RESPECT IN A FIERCE WAY…. COME ON BABY GOT THESE HIGH HILL’S AND RED LIPSTICK ON………WAITING FOR YOU TO GIVE ME YOUR ALL………

LAYING BENEATH YOUR MASCULINE BODY WITH THIS SNEAKY GRIN AND MAKE LOVE TO ME WITH FULL PASSION HAD ME TREMBLING …..DIGGING MY NAILS IN YOUR BACK SENDING EVERY HAIR ON MY BODY ON ENDS …AS YOU GET IT IN……

DAMN I HEAR MUSIC IN MY EARS AND ITS SO DIVINE BRINGING ME INTO FLAMES OF CONVULSION … I AM ABOUT TO LOSE MY MIND……..AS OUR BODIES BLENDS INTO ONE…… PLUNGING IN MOUNTAIN TOP BLISS…

NOW WE’VE EXPRESS WITHOUT SAYING A SINGLE WORD BEING SPOKEN ENDING IT WITH A SIMPLE KISS….THEN WE MINGLE AND DISSOLVE BETWEEN THE SHEETS… UNTIL THE EARLY MORN … TO DO IT ALL OVER AGAIN…
© (SDW) Starlet Williams

In my twenties

WROTE THIS IN MY EARLY 20’S

HOW STUPID CAN YOU BE WHEN THE TRUTH IS BOLTED IN PLAIN SIGHT…..BUT YOU WANNA PLAY THE BLIND GAME…..MAKING ALL THE CONFUSION TURN TO ILLUSION ……..DAMN WHO YOU FOOLING…..

YOU PARTICIPATED IN ALL THE NON-SENSE FOR FEAR OF BEING ALONE…. HELL GROW UP WOMAN YOU GROWN……

TAKING ALL THE BAD—-WHEN THE GOOD FALLS BEHIND MAKING ALL KINDA EXCUSING OF WHY HE ACT THIS WAY…… LOSING YOURSELF MORE AND MORE EVERYDAY….TILL YOUR EYES CAN’T EVEN SPEAK CAUSE THE PAIN IS JUST TO DEEP………….

FACING TURMOIL FAIL AND MORE DRAMA…. REMEMBER YOU ALLOWED THIS IN YOUR LIFE AND YOUR TRANSGRESSION TURN YOU COLD………….. YOU BEGAN TO CONTEMPLATING HOW CAN YOU MAKE IT BETTER WHEN YOU KNOW IN YOUR HEART YOU CAN’T AND TURN IT ALL TO A BLUR AND START TEARING DOWN WALLS AND WEEP AS YOU FALL…….

YES IT HURT… YOUR ARE CRUSHED WHEN MIND GAMES KICK YOU IN YOUR ASS BUT THIS TO SHALL PASS……. SO STAND UP LIKE YOUR READY TO MOVE THE FUCK ON INTO A BETTER DAY AND APPRECIATE BEING ALONE…………

BUT ALWAYS REMEMBER WHEN THE SHIT IS BOLTED IN PLAIN SIGHT TO CHALK IT ALL UP TO THE GAMES……… YES THE GAME OF LIFE…

SHIT WHO YOU FOOLING….

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THIS TIME HIS PLACE THIS SPACE

THIS TIME …THIS PLACE….. THIS SPACE :

I HAVE MISUSED SO MUCH ENERGY THAT GOES AGAINST NATURES CORE THEN HAVE THE NERV TO WONDER WHY THERE WERE SO MANY LOCKED DOORS….

I GOT LOST IN THE AMAZON FORREST IN A DAZE OF CONFUSION…..HOLDING ON TO THE MELLOW DRAMA GAME……ITS THUNDERING….LIGHTING….EXPLODING ALL AROUND ME….. REVEALING I STILL HAD WORK TO DO…..

LOOKING FOR A CONCRETE EXPLANATION BUT WITH TO MUCH HESITATION ….AFRAID TO PUSH STRAIGHT THROUGH KNOWING AND FEELING I COULD NOT LOSE……………

NOW ITS TIME FOR ME TO SEE MYSELF IN A DIFFERENT LIGHT……….. I HAVE TO ALLOW MYSELF THROUGH THIS VOID……….. AND GAIN MY UNSPEAKABLE JOY…….

MY PAST….MY FUTURE LIKE AN OPEN DOOR ALWAYS IN MOTION AT THE BLINK OF AN EYE AND I NO LONGER WILL HIDE…………..NOW I GOT A NOTION THAT I WILL REMAIN FOCUSED…..

SO HERE I GO AGAIN …. IN THIS TIME…..THIS PLACE…..THIS SPACE….. TO PUT MY JOURNEY BACK TOGETHER AGAIN.

© (SDW) Starlet Williams

God has a positive answer

This is the first one many post that will feature content provide by Starlet Williams
HAVE A BLESSED AND STRESS FREE DAY…… REMEMBER HE GOT YOU !!

God has a positive answer:

YOU SAY GOD SAYS BIBLE VERSES
You say: “It’s impossible” God says: All things are possible (Luke 18:27)
You say: “I’m too tired” God says: I will give you rest (Matthew 11:28-30)
You say: “Nobody really loves me” God says: I love you (John 3:1 6 & John3:34 )
You say: “I can’t go on” God says: My grace is sufficient (II Corinthians 12:9 & Psalm 91:15)
You say: “I can’t figure things out” God says: I will direct your steps (Proverbs 3:5- 6)
You say: “I can’t do it” God says: You can do all things (Philippians 4:13)
You say: “I’m not able” God says: I am able (II Corinthians 9:8)
You say: “It’s not worth it” God says: It will be worth it (Roman 8:28 )
You say: “I can’t forgive myself” God says: I Forgive you (I John 1:9 & Romans 8:1)
You say: “I can’t manage” God says: I will supply all your needs (Philippians 4:19)
You say: “I’m afraid” God says: I have not given you a spirit of fear (II Timothy 1:7)
You say: “I’m always worried and frustrated” God says: Cast all your cares on ME (I Peter 5:7)
You say: “I’m not smart enough” God says: I give you wisdom (I Corinthians 1:30)
You say: “I feel all alone” God says: I will never leave you or forsake you (Hebrews 13:5)